Kama Saifullah
Sept 13, 2013 20:26:07 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2013 20:26:07 GMT -6
TRAPPED IN MYSELF
KAMA SAIFULLAH FALL SWORD OF SOLEIL | DEMISEXUAL 6’0” FAERIE Sagittarius |
personality
Kama is unsure what determined his personality due to his amnesia, however his personality left some sort of clues for himself. First and foremost, Kama is chivalrous. He acts as if he is a grand hero that must set an example for everybody around him. People are expected to live up to his standards of living. Kama does not believe in using dishonorable methods of combat to achieve victories of his battles. That being, he moderates his strengths to the opponents he faces. For example, he does not use his full strength upon fighting people of lesser skill to him. To him, he feels like he has a constant desire for a challenge, and that is all that matters: the challenge. What fun is a fight that he knows he is going to win? Additionally, Kama, despite considering himself to be honorable, has little feeling of mercy for his opponents. After clearing the fact that the two of them must indeed fight, he shows no signs of finishing the fight before there is the defeat of his opponent. Defeat does not necessarily mean death, but may mean unconsciousness.
Due to amnesia and events in his past, even though he does not remember the events ever occurred, Kama is slightly unaligned in his brain. He was somehow comfortable with the concept of death, both inflicted upon others and even himself. Death was simply a means to the beginning of the true life. What people considered life as the current state was nothing but the test of the Gods to prove you are worthy for the life of the divines. To Kama, life is no more significant than an ongoing dream. It is only real as long as it lasts, and time is but an illusion of an infinite loop where all the people live in. Time is now, and now is eternity to him. The Gods are waiting for the people to accept the reality of life and death and allowing themselves to let go. These beliefs make Kama believe he has the divine right to assist people in the reality of death and life. At least, he wishes to place people on the path as to what God meant for humanity to travel upon.
Due to amnesia and events in his past, even though he does not remember the events ever occurred, Kama is slightly unaligned in his brain. He was somehow comfortable with the concept of death, both inflicted upon others and even himself. Death was simply a means to the beginning of the true life. What people considered life as the current state was nothing but the test of the Gods to prove you are worthy for the life of the divines. To Kama, life is no more significant than an ongoing dream. It is only real as long as it lasts, and time is but an illusion of an infinite loop where all the people live in. Time is now, and now is eternity to him. The Gods are waiting for the people to accept the reality of life and death and allowing themselves to let go. These beliefs make Kama believe he has the divine right to assist people in the reality of death and life. At least, he wishes to place people on the path as to what God meant for humanity to travel upon.
history
Kama doesn't remember anything from his past. He doesn't even recall fragments of what happened. When he tries to revisit what happened beforehand, he could only manage to think of black emptiness and nothingness. It was almost as if Kama was a newborn without even a memory of being born, yet he physically looked like he was over fifty. Newborn was definitely not an option in the logic to follow. Yet, even with such memory loss, there was something that did stick with Kama through the experience. There was one thing that he knew for sure, and there wouldn't be anything anybody could say to counteract such a point. Kama knew for a fact that he had every right to be cocky and egotistical. There is something laying in his subconscious that allows him to feel self-professed. Kama understood that this was an inalienable trait within his personality that he would have to hold true to. It wasn't so much a choice as it was a signal of respect and authority to his own being. He felt incomplete without such swollen-headed feelings.
A force compels Kama. In the pit of his stomach, he can feel something holding on by a thread, yet still possesses the strength to remain unbreakable. It is the devotion of his life to service. Yet this is not service to all people around him. While Kama believes in adjusting the paths of others to the understanding of dead life, he does not "serve" them. His service is dedicated to a single person--a master of sorts. This person, he believes, would be somebody that is both a companion and a warrior. Somebody that has all of Kama's respect in the world. He does not know if this person is alive or dead, but what he does know is that wherever they are, in whichever state of grace they may be in, he must reunite with them. They would be able to answer questions of his past as well as give him a companion.
Nevertheless, there is nothing in his life currently. He is sleeping and sealed away. He must wait for his master to come to him and awaken him from his state. All he has is nothing, yet that is all he needs to understand that he must wait for the proper time.
A force compels Kama. In the pit of his stomach, he can feel something holding on by a thread, yet still possesses the strength to remain unbreakable. It is the devotion of his life to service. Yet this is not service to all people around him. While Kama believes in adjusting the paths of others to the understanding of dead life, he does not "serve" them. His service is dedicated to a single person--a master of sorts. This person, he believes, would be somebody that is both a companion and a warrior. Somebody that has all of Kama's respect in the world. He does not know if this person is alive or dead, but what he does know is that wherever they are, in whichever state of grace they may be in, he must reunite with them. They would be able to answer questions of his past as well as give him a companion.
Nevertheless, there is nothing in his life currently. He is sleeping and sealed away. He must wait for his master to come to him and awaken him from his state. All he has is nothing, yet that is all he needs to understand that he must wait for the proper time.
Played by Bazaar
[b]Sword Art Online[/b] - [i]Heathcliff[/i]; Kama Saifullah
[b]Sword Art Online[/b] - [i]Heathcliff[/i]; Kama Saifullah
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