Sayyida Aysel

Aichomancer

personality

Sayyida can be described as a person, or rather as she would say, a being of opposites. Her personality must be broken down into two components to fully understand it, as the personality that she puts forth is a part of his true personality, however she can be said to possess two main personas. It may appear that she possesses two personas, but in fact it is one continuous personality, she merely uses one half of it as a mask, which can be disconcerting. Between these two "personalities", there are a few constants. The first constant between the two "personalities" is Sayyida's tendency to introduce herself under various names. The second constant between the two "personalities: is her unwavering belief in the concept of a predetermined destiny, Fate. Sayyida is certain, that the future itself is immutable, Fate cannot be denied or fought. To be more exact, Fate can be fought, but it is inevitable that she will win. The concept of Fate is interesting in relation to Sayyida as Fate to her is an actual being, to be exact her master, and that she is her instrument, her wielder is an incarnation of Fate. Despite her "elevated" position, Sayyida does not consider himself to be above others merely that she must shepherd others to fulfilling their place smoothly within the plans that Fate, her master, has laid out. She is a weapon and thus a tool to be used, hence her rather strange personality, for she strives to be a weapon in most aspects for she doesn’t remember anything else. Also under this notion of Fate, Sayyida holds everyone to a forced equality, although she is well aware that not everyone perceives themselves as such. This leads to the last similarity, she tends to see the world quite symbolically as there are no such things as coincidence, thus meaning that every event no matter how insignificant has some importance. She takes these interpretations as her compass and guide on her own path that she must also follow. The reasons for which events occur is of little to no importance, merely that they do in fact occur, which also extends to his logic. In other words simple mundane objects have the tendency to distract Sayyida. This attention to detail however also has another effect as she is very perceptive and is able to pick up on small detail relatively easily, if she is actually paying attention that is.

The half of her personality that she presents to society is based upon the reactions that she yields from her interactions. She is first of all is not inhabited by the concept of double standards or for that fact gender, meaning that she will treat a physical male and a physical female exactly the same, however this also means that her interactions with either gender can be misconstrued. Her personality half enjoys being rewarded with a specific action or string of words. Sayyida tends to be rather touchy feely with those that she encounters, and appears to have little concept of personal space, especially if it provokes a wanted reaction. She means little harm by his invasion of personal space and finds it an exceptionally easy way to provoke a unique reaction. Her obsession with reactions is simply a part of her interest with the mind, which Sayyida considers to be the differing factor between beings. Sayyida enjoys throwing people off balance, mostly mentally though. This love of teasing seems to be from the fact that she can rarely muster up such reactions herself, finding it a fascinating aspect of more complete beings than herself, of which she is not on the account of her acceptance of being a weapon. It isn’t that she doesn’t have emotions, but rather they are overpowered by discipline and are a rarity. As shown by her outer personality, Sayyida tends to rather open, not exactly trusting, but open enough to willing speak and essentially tease anyone who comes across her path. Sayyida finds that lies are relatively worthless and that the truth itself is in fact more effective than a lie. As a result her outer personality seems very light hearted and rarely concerned by the consequences of her actions, which is essentially true as to her the consequences were already predetermined by his mistress. Oddly enough she can be come off empathetic upon understanding the emotions, for she feels though does not communicate it well and this form of empathy can be described more so as an odd form of kindness.

As for her inner personality... well only her masters can draw it from her to show, Fate and wielder.

history

Just little bits and pieces, fragments almost, she remembers and to her it is more like a dream, snatchings of the life she may not even had. She couldn’t tell, can’t tell, nor does it really matter much in the long run if she were fully conscious. The sound of once upon a time seems rather trite but here perhaps it is true, for there are many fragments that she can barely begin to piece together. Sayyida understands what she is and has embraced her nature in a manner....

As to how she became the way she is now, she claims that it was a penance, at least she seems to believe so. Perhaps it was merely an accident, but as we all know there are no such things as accidents. Either way she once knew a companion her previous master yet, her face is dark to Sayyida, and while she has not fully woken up yet, there were warring ideals clashing. If she could remember perhaps she could quiet their assault in the depths of her mind, but she isn’t actively looking to restore her memory. If she can’t remember then it couldn’t have been terribly important, even if it almost feels like a betrayal of sorts.

Played by Aphelion
[b]Touhou [/b] - [i]Yakumo Yukari [/i]; Sayyida Aysel

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